April things -23.4.17 

The past few weeks has not been the best. Oliver my beloved bearded dragon has a few parasites according to her fecal exam. I have to force feed her medication and food. (She absolutely hates this but it’s not a choice, sorry oli 😦

She is having a hard time and has not had any bowl movements for 2 weeks. Oliver spends her day sitting on the same spot and barley moves. I hope that she gets better soon and be a happy beardie again.

Addikis my fluff ball hamster has been doing fine, the itching has decreased a lot since the change of bedding (paper to towel). I’m glad we figured out what caused her so much disturbance. Tumor and swelling on her nipples are still present though. Also, ET (axolotl) has grown so much since I got her!! She has now longer and chubbier 🙂


I can now see her little toes and fingers with no trouble (since they got so much bigger!)

This week I was also informed that I did not get accepted to the art school I applied for. I am upset and also feel like shit because I thought I had a chance. There was this tiny glimpse of hope that I would make it but I guess I’m not good enough. Drawing is a passion of mine and hearing that my work is not good enough hurts me a lot. I was never a confident artist and this just reassures me that it is something I cannot do. It hurts because I gave myself hope and that is something I never do because I know that only causes disappointment. It took me so long to build up the courage to leave everything behind and pursue art, but I guess it’s just not meant to be. once and always a pathetic little girl

Good night for now